Literally what is GOING ON. Pretty sure my theory’s right though. The years of age that are even for me are always craaaazy years. SO many things happen. And 20 is nothing short of it. Especially Summer 2013, you’ve got something more and more crazy ahead for me, and you’ve got the advantage. Catching me off guard left and right.
The past few days I’ve been…exhausted and.. contemplative. In a bad way. Even if they were just split second thoughts, I questioned my path, y’know? Though I’m assured and grateful that God has my plans in His hands, I looked around me at the people that surrounded me, and I doubted, and I didn’t like that I did. Then I caught myself, and remembered how thankful I am, that is not I, who knows the plans for my life, but God. And I remembered, Him. And His grace. And also, I am so thankful for God’s undying forgiveness.
I don’t really know what particular subject I want to talk about is, so I’ll just type. Just felt like blogging. (:
Hm, encouragement. It seems that lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about where I am in my walk with God. I think about where I was in my walk, before the move, where I was my senior year in high school, where I was a year after my baptism, my freshman year of high school, then freshman year of college, and I see… a lot of inconsistency. At first it’s disappointing, but then I’m completely grateful for God’s never ending forgiveness and his ALWAYS open arms, cause then…I can just jump right back into them. After that, I’m encouraged and then, I want to be consistent. Consistent in the way that, I’m ALWAYS growing closer to Him. I believe that every day is a new opportunity to grow closer, the process is never complete, the growth is never limited. And that makes me happy, and reassured. Reassured in the way that, I KNOW, God’s love knows NO bounds. :)